MY 30TH BDAY

SO MY BDAY IS COMING UP.. IT'S MARCH BDAY MONTH!!! AND IT HAS BEEN GREAT SO FAR. DAY 1) HUNG OUT WITH HUBBY AND BF, DAY 2) WON TICKETS TO SEE TRACE ADKINS AT HOUSTON RODEO... FUN STUFF HAD A BLAST WITH MY BF. DAY 3) DINNER WITH HUBBY AND JUST KINDA CHILLED DAY 4) GETTING MY HAIR DONE TONIGHT AND GET MY KIDS yay! DAY 5) GOING TO HOUSTON RODEO AGAIN WITH MY AUNT AND FRIENDS AND HUBBY TO SEE BILLY CURRINGTON! CAN'T WAIT. SO SO FAR THIS HAS BEEN A GREAT WEEK AND NEXT WEEK IS SPRING BREAK.. WEEK OFF WITH THE KIDS, NEDERLAND HERITAGE FESTIVAL WITH THEM (THEY LOVE TO RIDE RIDES SO IT IS FUN), THEN ON THE 11TH I WILL BE AT THE RODEO AGAIN SEEING LADY ANTEBELLUM... THEN THE BIG DAY MARCH 12TH... I WILL BE 30. WHILE MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN KINDA SAD BOUT BEING 30 IM EXCITED TO SEE WHERE MY LIFE WILL GO FOR THE NEXT 30 YEARS.

i HAVE SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND CANT WAIT TO CELEBRATE WITH THEM. :)

HOPING FOR SOME MAJOR CHANGES COMING SOON! :)

Bout to Change Blogs

I'm thinking it's time to revamp and change up my blog...
I have been thinking about it for a bit.
Maybe I will get all my time and enthusiasm back now that things are changing.

So I will keep you up to date and if I change it will probably be a WHOLE NEW BLOG!

2011

Well HELLO my friends I have missed you all somuch. I know I have lost some followers too because its been so long. I am hoping to get to get back to this. I have a lot to catch up on.

so hope everyone is having a wonderful 2011 so far.

can't wait to catch up.

if anyone has facebook im always on there... would love to be friends... look me up
Tabatha Taylor Bach

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lots of love,
Tab

WOW...

im sorry everyone... I havent been able to post in awhile. SO many things have gone on.

Since last blogging.. I quit the awful job I had... and have been out of work. :( been looking really hard for a job.

Have not had access to a computer like i did before my hard drive died.. and until I have money to fix it.. I just use my phone for facebook etc... :)

GOOD NEWS THOUGH - I got a house...l I should not have to ever move again I hope. My kids are so very happy to live next door to my parents.. and on the street I grew up on.

My brother is doing well.. thank you for the prayers!

Need prayers for my husband though - I won't go into details but just pray for him and us! :)

We made it to our anniversary OCT 3 - 1 yr .. I love him so much! He is an amazing man!

I have lost some bloggy friends I guess since I havent blogged much, but I do still read some of my favorites.

MISS YOU ALL!!!

LOVE, TABATHA

SLACKER

Hey well I know I've been REALLLY slacking on blogging lately. But with everything going on I barely can think. So here is some updates...

My brother is doing better - still praying he will get his life together now and not try to harm himself anymore ever.

We are moving yet again - (just moved in april) - but this should be the last time. I will finally get to own a house again! And hope that maybe one day my EX will get my name off that house he lives in. But finally I will not be renting and moving and moving and renting. Kids are super excited to move in next to Nan/Pawpaw and Aunt KK. I think it will be interesting living on the same street as my whole family again.

Job well - I put in my two week notice today (though I don't have a permanent job to go to). Praying GOD will provide, and I'm going to sub again this year unless one of the leads I have come through.

School starts next week and I can't believe my girls are going to 3rd grade andmy lil man is going to 1st. They were so excited when we found out their teachers and that they are all in the GT class! I was too cept that I know that means more homework and more projects lol.

Life is crazy, but I know GOD has a plan!

Thank you

Thank you for all the prayers and kind words about my brother! He is doing better, and I will update soon. Keep praying please for everyone in my family. This has been really tough on a lot of us.

thank you again.

Pour Your Heart Out - Suicide Attempt

Well it's that day of the week that I love over at Shells

This is a seriously emotional post for me.

So I spoke about my baby brother last week, about me being worried about him, him getting his second dwi, etc.
Well I knew when I got told he went to jail a second time, I had a gut feeling something bad was coming. Never did I imagine what came.

Saturday night, hubby and I were hanging out with friends we got home from swimming about 2am ish. I decided to check my facebook before going to bed, as I do I run across a status posted by my brother, that basically said thank you to those that have been beside me and FU to those that havent see you on the other side. As i progress to read the comments/conversation that took place, he actually posts that the deed was about to be done, then the convo on fb stops.

So hear I am reading this, beginnign to panic, calling numbers and finding out that my brother has shot himself and is headed to the hospital. Never have I felt so sick, scared, pissed, angry, and every other emotion I can feel. I am trying to figure out who is going and what is going on.

Now finally the decision is reached by me - I am driving to Houston right now, and that is the longest hour 1/2 or so drive I think ever. I sat in the car shaking, and mentally trying to prepare myself for what I was going to have to face. (having had no details of where he shot himself or anything).

I get to the hospital and he had arove aboout 15 min before me in helicoptor and I had to wait to see him. When brought back in the ER I will never forget that first moment of looking at my baby brother. ( I will not go into details on here, but his face was not pretty, and blood was every where) this image will be in my head forever. Tears fell, body felt weak, I needed to sit, I needed to know he was going to live, something. Finally drs tell me it looks worse than it is... thank god. My brother opens his eyes and squeezed my hand, and i knew i had to hold it together. he was crying and couldnt breathe hardly. Had to keep him calm. Seeing my baby brother laying there like that has left me with unexpalinable feelings.

Up in ICU, he was thanking me, telling me he was sorry, and that he loved me. He had to have his face reconstructed, and he will be ok. We have such a long road to go, I just hope he realized how much help he needs and will take it. He is still in Houston and is doing better. I am still scared to death for him.

Although I may not have had much of a relationship with him, I love him so much and standing there not knowing if I was goign to lose him was awful for me.
I only hope one day he sees how much I love him, that everyone does, and we dont end up with an even worse phone call. I hope this wakes him up and he gets help.

I know my life is ever changed by this now, and I know God had me there for a reason.
God saved him for a reason, I will pray he sees it!

Thank you GOD for loving me, and giving me the strength to get through the last few days. and I pray my brother has the strength to get better and he doesn't continue down such a dark path.