love having an outlet to Pour my heart out... I have a two part one today!

so just sometimes i feel my friends in order to "PROTECT" me really Hurt me instead. I have had some issues this week... I know I can be too trusting sometimes it is one of my downfalls. I love my friends and trust them. I hate being in the middle of something that I don't fully understand all the details too... AM I THE ONLY ONE THIS HAPPENS TOO? But Iknow me and if any of my friends were being to naive to see something I'd at least say something to them and then they can still make their own choice. I don't want to lose any of my friendships.. especially this one in particular.. we have been best friends for six years our children are all the same age and are best freinds. But on the same now the other friend I don't want to lose either cuz they have done nothing to me. SO what do I do? How am I suppose to feel?
When confronted bout things they both have their own versions... whom do I believe? It really ate at me all day yesterday. I want to beleive that if I Needed either of the two people concerned here they would be there for me... and I do believe it. I just sometimes wonder about the REALITY of some friendships. I have a lot of really close friends, some I talk to daily some I barely talk to monthly but I know they would be there if NEEDED anything from them. So anyways just needed to vent a lil. thanks for reading. :)


On a happier note though...
Saturday will make six months of being married to my best friend, Danny! He has been so amazing and supportive through a lot of things since we have been together. I'm lucky and can't wait to see what our LONG future holds.

Well the weekend is here... and after looking around at other blogs http://www.peppermintpattyg.blogspot.com/ I found the question.. what makes you know the weekend is here?

Well my answer here lately is when I get off work and I know my weekend gets to be filled with softball tourneys and baseball for my kids... along with some time with the hubby and maybe a few friends... Just wish the weekend was LLLOOONNNGGGEERRR.

Hope everyone has a great weekend.

SO if you wanna answer.... feel free... What lets you know.... THE WEEKEND IS HERE!!??

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TRYING TO CHANGE

So I know lately I have been in the foulest moods and I dont even know why. The simple small things can put me in a bad mood. But then I try to remember how blessed I am i have this amazing husband, that is my best friend....




and three wonderful kids...




I just need to quit stressing... but so much is going on and I hate feeling out of control of some things.
But I am seriously trying. I keep trying to remember GOD is in control of all of this not ME! Everything will fall into place as it should. But I sure could use a sign of it all.

Trying ..... TIPS PLEASE

Ok so I am reading, viewing, or stalking so many blogs... and everyone has cute little things and icons and headers and such... I am pretty computer savy, but for the life of me can't seem to figure out how to get or do these things. and I think I figured out the link up thing, but any tips and such would be GREATLY appreciated from my few followers....and any additional help on getting some more friends to. Much Love... and Hugs

Pour Your Heart Out.. week one for me

Here are the Rules:

Write a post from the heart.
Something that has been weighing on you.
Something you feel passionately about.
Something you've been wanting to talk about.
A cause, a memory, a belief, a world view.

Anything.



Upon reading others this seemed to fit... and boy can I pour it out.

So monday my children and I witnessed our puppy get ran over, she was an early Christmas present taht was given to them at Thanksgiving last year. So as we brought her to the vet, my oldest twin held her puppy all the way there (she is the one that is attached to animals and they her)... I cried the whole time. So then yesterday the vet calls and gives the news.. broken pelvis broken femur... not doing good. Now the worse part of all is she could be saved but at a cost that we can not come close to afford right now with me not having a permenant job and being unsure of what is going to happenk, already stressing bout paying our bills... so we had to put our puppy to sleep yesterday. This is the second puppy Ive had in like 7 years that something bad has happened to. Beginning to feel like Im not meant to have a dog. So my poor children are devestated mainly the oldest twin more than the other two, Ive cried for two days... but I know it is going to be ok. But emotionally and mentally Im going through so many other things lately this was just like the tip of the iceburg. So hopefully the rest of my week gets better. :) Thanks for listening.

see i knew

I tried to put the links the way they were suppose to.. so I guess I will keep trying... :(

BLOG Monday

So I found this blog on another blog basically blogaholics...http://i972.photobucket.com/albums/ae201/alimicek/BAMMBUTTON1.jpg

So I am gonna try this thought new to all of this not sure It will turn out right...

Hi my name is Tabatha and I'm trying to be a blogaholic since I love to write. I am a mother to almost 8 year old girls and a 5 year old boy, and then I just recently got remarried to the most amazing man who is my best friend, and in doing that became a step-mom t another 8 year old girl and a 2 year old boy. I have been a teacher for the last 5years to middle school kids. I love to read any chance I get, and I love to write it's my way of expressing myself. I absolutley LOVE being involved in my twins softball team and my son's baseball team... they keep me busy.I love to find other bloggers that talk about their lives and the children. Trying to get the hang of this blogging thing, a lot of the time it is easier to read others. :) but I'm trying to push myself a little more. I can't say I had a favorite blog last week because I didn't have much time to get on.

I'm hoping this may lead me to make for friends throughtout the world and maybe help me a little in some other ways! Cheers to this monday and cheers to Ali @ http://www.mommielifeblog.com/.

Always
Tabatha

Hit the last of the 20s

So I just recently had a birthday and turned the big 29. All I think is wow so much has happened to me in my 20s... I got married, had twin girls, graduated college, had my son, got my teaching certificate, got a teaching job, and then through this I got a divorce that took two years of tears and heartache... but ending my 20s with a awesome new Husband, who is amazing to me and my children makes everything so much better. I have found that I still love teaching just need to find a place I feel I belong, I love writing and reading when I have the chance. I am finding that being involved in my childrens extra-curricular activies (mainly softball and baseball) is so much fun and watching them excel and get better at something is so fullfilling. I can't believe my girls will be 8 in June and my lil boy will be 5 in may. On top of it all though I have such an ecouraging husband and group of friends. Even on my most down day I have so many reasons to smile and know I am so blessed!